I want to start off by thanking you all for reading my blog posts and for taking the time to comment! It was greatly appreciated.
I have to say that coming into this course I was skeptical about whether or not I would learn something or have the potential to get a good grade. When I found out that there were no tests, papers and no final I thought it was a joke. I had it in my head that things would be incredibly easy and that I could sail through without doing much.
Oh how wrong I was.
First of all, keeping on top of not only blogs but comments as well every single weak was no simple task. I literally spent more time preparing my blogs and doing things for this class than any of my other courses. Weakly assignments that make up your whole grade are not easy to complete while attempting to balance everything else.
This class stressed me out.
I found myself moving from wanting to structure my blog in such a way that I would receive a good grade to actually caring about the content and what I was gaining from it. I have learnt so much about my own personal views and values that I did not necessarily know before. My opinions have become more solidified and I found that, heaven forbid, I care about methods.
Before this course I thought methods were simply the “scary math parts” of experiments. Turns out there are so much more to methods than statistics and numbers. The social aspect of things particularly caught my interest and I was pleased to find that there are areas in research that are important to me. I enjoy ethics and I’m not afraid to admit it. As a philosophy major I had only thought about ethics in one way before exploring it in the context of research. I learnt a lot from my topic and came to conclusions that I would never have thought of before.
To be honest (tbh ahaha, sorry), I learnt a lot from all of you as well. Without this course I would have continued to think social media was for one thing only without the potential to be used for something more. In addition, I would still believe every article I read on Facebook! Say it ain’t so…
I also gained an entirely new perspective on personality disorders and have re-discovered my love for forensic psychology (though I am now disappointed in it). I now see the importance of representing different cultures in our research and how the research processes may affect individuals, especially vulnerable ones. I look at ways of testing personalities with a more critical eye whereas before I thought everything was valid and reliable.
I think one of the most important things I learnt was that it is okay to not understand everything. I still lack confidence in reading data and deciphering what it all means. I also still hate statistics. I am not the only person who doesn’t understand these things and I doubt I will ever fully grasp it. At first, I felt incredibly inferior and unintelligent in all areas of research. But once I discovered the different areas of methods I figured out that everyone has their own thing they are passionate about. I do not have to get everything. I can enjoy the things I find interesting but also attempt to learn something about things that confuse me without understanding every little thing about it.
This class showed me that I can learn quite well without writing a test or a paper. That kind of pressure is not necessary for success and it actually hinders my learning. I was able to learn about areas I like but engage with everyone else at the same time. I laughed more in this class than I have in most and I looked forward to coming every week. How insane is that?
Having each of you in this class made it that much more enjoyable. I made new friends and figured out that you are all hilarious; a quality I admire. I can honestly say I will miss having you all in class with me next semester and I doubt I will have as much fun. I mean we played YouTube videos a lot and discussed everything from bitter monkeys to elephants on acid, you just can’t beat that.
Who would have guessed that methods can be fun?